Friday, May 22, 2009


I hate being depressed. I'm having a really down day and I can't snap out of it. I'm trying not to be ornery with my kids and so far,so good. They have been really good today and for that I'm grateful.

We are having money problems right now (as are many people in this economy) and it's taking it's toll on our household. I've been looking for a night job and so far no luck. I REALLY don't want to work during the day because I don't want to leave my kids. It makes me want to cry when I think about it.

I am so down, I wasn't even excited about getting my EW magazine and it has New Moon pics in it.

I know, right?

I hope tomorrow will be better.

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Lauren said...

I am sorry you have been down (((HUGS))) I am sure things will look brighter tomorrow.

Ana Cristina said...

Hang in there, Stacey. Have you considered taking on a job you can do out of the house? When things were bad a couple of summers ago, I tutored kids from my house for $20 an hour. That way, you'd be making money AND staying home with the kids. Bonus.

I'll keep you in your thoughts and prayers. Camden is adorable in that picture below, btw. :D

Millie said...

Sometimes it helps to just vent and reorganize your thoughts... I hope this is one of those times.

Blessings to you and your family.

Corilee said...

Stace I am so sorry that you are having such a struggle. Have you considered tending children in your home? I did that for a while when we were having money problem and it wasn't too bad.

Is there anything I can do to help?


nora.lakehurst said...

Aw Stace, Good luck hun, Hang in there. I will pray for you. I would offer to take the kids but I think I would loose my mind.

Shauna said...

Coming over with lots of l♥ve and hugs for you woman!

Tilly's Bowtique said...

Brownies. Or Ice cream. Probably both. Sorry!
Strangely once upon a time I came across a meal that manages to get me out of a funk (I have NO idea why, lol) but if i eat a fried egg on toast with peppermint tea then I usually end up in a much better mood. Probably the fluids and protien that I'm missing when i gorge myself on brownies and ice cream, LOL.

Tori :) said...

I've been bummed a ton lately too. Luckily they have a lot of quizzes on FB to help me feel better. lol I feel like I hang out with you all day! :)

Stacey said...

"I feel like I hang out with you all day!"

Is that good or bad Tori? ;)